It’s Been a Whole Year
It’s been a year today from being an “East Stockton Bitch” it’s been a crazy ride, and I’ve grown a lot…I’ve had some setbacks and I’ve climbed some mountains…in all, I’m proud of where I am and where I’ve come from…
…in the hopes that someday Clark will find himself…and as a reminder to myself of who I am, where I’ve been and where I’m heading…
Have a wonderful Memorial Day, ya’ll….and Father…keep Shane and his boys safe…
Beautiful Disaster ~ Kelly Clarkson
He drowns in his dreams
An exquisite extreme, I know
He’s as damned as he seems
And more heaven than a heart could hold
If I tried to save him
My whole world could cave in
It just ain’t right, it just ain’t right
[chorus]
Oh and I don’t know
I don’t know what he’s after
But he’s so beautiful
Such a beautiful disaster
And if I could hold on
Through the tears and the laughter
Would it be beautiful
Or just a beautiful disaster
He’s magic and myth
As strong as what I believe
A tragedy with
More damage than a soul should see
And do I try to change him
So hard not to blame him
Hold on tight, hold on tight
[chorus]
Oh ’cause I don’t know
I don’t know what he’s after
But he’s so beautiful
Such a beautiful disaster
And if I could hold on
Through the tears and the laughter
Would it be beautiful
Or just a beautiful disaster
I’m longing for love and the logical
But he’s only happy, hysterical
I’m waiting for some kind of a miracle
Waiting so long
So long
He’s soft to the touch
But frayed at the end, he breaks
He’s never enough
And still he’s more than I can take
[chorus]
Oh ’cause I don’t know
Don’t know what he’s after
But he’s so beautiful
Such a beautiful disaster
And if I could hold on
Through the tears and the laughter
Would it be beautiful
Or just a beautiful disaster
He’s beautiful
Such a beautiful disaster
Oh oh…beautiful
Oh oh…beautiful disaster
Moni said,
June 1, 2005 at 12:48 pm
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Audrey said,
June 1, 2005 at 2:20 pm
Sounds good…you hold her I’ll beat her…though I’d much rather beat her successor…she talked ish about Dad…that’s just not acceptable…
oh well…for all those involved in that situation…Clark, you too… KARMA baby!
Joan said,
June 1, 2005 at 5:24 pm
Wow…I can’t believe it’s been that long!
He’s got some dues to pay, but something in me tells me that your story with him just isn’t quite over yet.
Audrey said,
June 1, 2005 at 5:35 pm
Thanks Joan. I think you’re right…I think there is another chapter to our story somewhere out there…
It’s like that Moody Blues song: I Know You’re Out There Somewhere